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Golokam Sendru Vandhen
An Approximate translation of the song:
The Story:
This super natural, super conscious experience was penned down
by Sri Swamigal ( in tamil) thus:.
One night, I as usual returned to my room and laid down in my
cot
'Am I sleeping or is this a super conscious state in Meditation?'
I couldn't put my finger on exactly; it is as if I am in a trance;
but I experience an unusual wave of bliss, which is totally novel
to me! I suddenly experience a sharp pain all over my body.
What a surprise! A new body comes forth from my body. This new
body sees my "other " body sleeping! Then I feel as
if my body is sailing off in air somewhere. I am not in my control!
But all along, that new experience of pure bliss and joy persists
.
At last the body lands in some place, which is a totally different
world. There I see many groups of women folk with their cloth
covering their face as well, like the women folk of Rajasthan.
I see these women in groups singing and dancing, yet not creating
as much sound, as I thought that it should have! I only hear the
sound of the group on which my eyes dwell upon! The whole world
is bright and luminous! There are many cows, varieties of mansions
and "Gopurams".
'Oh!, can a world be as beautiful and wonderful like this?'
'What is this place?'
At once, from somewhere deep within, I could hear a voice
'This is GOLOKAM' (Lord Krishna's abode)
'Oh! so this is Golokam, the world of Sri Krishna! So, My lord
has to be somewhere here!'
'How can I see him? How to have a glimpse of you , My Lord!'
I feel very perplexed and a little agitated too!
While I am fighting my tears, a big path appears before me. I
intuitively take that as the path to reach Sri Krishna and I start
running along the path. Someone stops me
.
'Where are you running to?'
'To get to the lotus feet of Achyutan'
I can't control my tears, I weep and weep. The bystander just
looks on without a word. I continue my run along this wonderful
path. I behold a beautiful out-of-the-world palace (Mani Mandapam)
with very intricate and wonderful decorations on the palace, made
to the minutest detail. My path leads to this palace and ends
there!
From a distance, I could make out that the palace is closed, but
when I am just near the doors of the palace, the doors magically
open.
The sight I behold inside.., its incredible; It looks like I will
totally lose my breath. Even joy if it goes beyond a limit cannot
be borne!. I understand this too, by this experience.
Yes!
.. the one whose glimpse is earnestly sought after by Brahma,
Rudran, all devas, yogis and other celestial beings,
..the one who is the real embodiment of true love,
..the one who is called " Krishna" by the devotees who
struggle to bear his love and grace
is sitting on an ornate throne with his lips playing a lovely
smile!. Many, are sitting in front of Sri Krishna, singing Bhajans.
When I see one of them, something in me tells that he is Oothukaadu
Venkata Kavi, another, my intuition says is Sri Purandara Dasar.
Like them, there are many many devotees in the hall...
Sri Gopalan looks up towards me and the four eyes meet,
He lovingly beckons me to come near him by a slight nod of his
head.
I, dazed and wonderstuck, go near with bated breath and with my
heart pounding. He immediately clasps me in a loving embrace and
says a few things to me....
Suddenly I find that I am lying in my bed.
'Did I dream all this?'
'Was this all a hallucination!!'
'Or was this a divine vision?' I wasn't very sure.
'Let it be anything, when the very thought of this incident itself
is so exhilarating and joyful, why worry about all these?!!'
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